Dreams

Dreams are like blank canvas..until you take that first stroke of the brush..it won’t come to reality..dreams are achieved by actions and not by desire alone..

 

-Andy1076

 

A story begins

For every word in my heart..a story begins..for every story..a memory of you..for every memory of you.. a longing..a longing for your sweet voice to carry my dreams and hopes through the night..until the sun rises the next day..when I shall write again in the hope you will some day read my words again..

 

Take what you will from me but..

Take a man’s land ..

He will reclaim another..

Take a man’s possessions ..

He has all he ever wants..

Take a man’s pride …

He will earn it back under god’s eyes..

Take away his dreams..

He already made them into reality..

Take his love from him..

He will loose his will to go on..

A man’s world is..

In the one he holds deepest in his heart

-Andy1076

 

I shall not wake from this night..

In the darkness I walk alone..

I feel you here..

In the darkness I stumble..

I can hear your voice..

In the darkness I am lost..

I hear your heartbeat..

In the darkness I will wander..

Until the day comes..

When you’ll say..

“You are finally here..”

Until then I shall not awake..

 

Raindrops of my memories..

The rain was coming down..As i looked up at the heavens above..my thoughts of you surfaced..just as a raindrop landed on my cheeks..looking up..closing my eyes all i could see is you..one rain drop..brought the memories of the time we spent together..another rain drop reminded me of the time we spent countless hours just talking..then another drop arrived from the heavens..remembering the times we promised we’d be there for each other..yet here i stand..as the memories return one after another..i then realize..how much i really wish you were here..

 

When it’s time to stop chasing a dream

Sometimes the only thing you can do after chasing a dream for too long, is give up the chase and ask yourself is it really what you want still? if it’s the chase for someone’s heart and they’ve never noticed. Then it’s time to stop trying, because if you ever really mattered to someone they would never have missed the person who’s always been standing beside them.

 

If there are infinite possibilities

They say that there are an infinite number of parallel universes..infinite possibilities and infinite combinations..if that’s true ..then i must of gotten lost somewhere along the way because i could almost swear..that at one point i did use to matter to you..or do dreams transcend realities too?  if this is true then allow me my slumber from which i will not wake and return me to the bliss i felt when i still had that dream with you..

 

Move forward always..

What is it that drives us forward, moves us forward and motivates us to carry on even when the heart wants to give up? is it willpower? maybe. I’d rather think that it is the destination we are trying to get to, we all have our dreams that we would like to see come true. Every dream takes a first step and every step takes us that much closer, don’t stop moving forward and you will always reach your destination. The only thing you will need? is faith and you always had it, you just forgot how much it has helped you through..

 

Reason i do what i do

the other day, at work someone looked at me and they had no idea what my position was at work. They looked at me once and they couldn’t understand why i would get the occupational first aid level 2 ticket, it’s a far cry from the paramedic job that i want to start studying for hopefully in the winter semester. The truth is i want to help people around me, there’s such an incredible sense of satisfaction that comes with healing someone wounded and getting them stabilized enough to either be sent to hospital or make it on their own. I don’t believe life is about making accomplishment for ourselves, in fact what i believe is that it’s what we do for others that counts the most. It’s not for the sense of being recognized either but just to contribute in a world that’s gone so wrong, my passion only grows stronger for the job since i saved a friend from a developing heart attack. If only you knew how great it feels to save someone’s life like this, someone is still alive and has had a lifestyle change because of my actions. So, always pursue the things you are most passionate about and never give up chasing a dream! incredible things happen and the feeling? like no other

 

#Dear young self

I saw the trends on twitter just now and a friend of mine had made a post to the hash #dearyoungself so i wondered about that myself. If there was anything i would want to tell my old self, then i thought about one thing, It was to tell my younger self to stop chasing what isn’t meant to be. In my younger years i always pursued relationships that seemed impossible to have a future with and always ended in just disappointments, now i wish i had done something better with my earlier years than wasted it on trying out relationships that ended up in just heartbreaks, just saying!

 

Fading memories..

I could say goodbye but the words would still remain, there’d still be memories within memories, every place we’ve ever shared that i’d step into, the noise would fade all around me and only you would remain, a vision maybe of what was, replaying time and again with every word and every scent of your hair, every single thought exchanged, every laughter, i could look the other way and keep moving but even i can only forget for so long, before the absence of your voice would be heard and i’d be taken back in time, to when what once upon a time mattered, like being swept into strong currents, the more i’d fight the images in my mind the more weaker i’d become and eventually give in, so i remain where i always have been, trapped within my own memories, deep down in reality nothing has changed, or maybe i am the only one who hasn’t?