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Every so often in our life, We are reminded that not all roads are paved evenly. Sometimes the paths are difficult to travel because they are unknown to us, they take us to places we’ve never been. We stumble and often fall, but we still stand up and keep going thanks to the ones that have not given up on us. Our friends and loved ones that show us the way out, moments like these are the ones that truly help us move on. Memories like these, I treasure and hold close. Thank you, everyone for guiding my way out.
My little lady and I watched a movie this evening, It really touched both our hearts and it was very likely the most heart warming and touching movie I have seen thus far. Take a look at the link if you wish, It really is quite beautiful the wa it was directed and how the story goes. Enjoy!
How can I lose faith..
When I feel like I have drawn breath for the very first time..
How can I ever doubt when my heart races at every mention of your name..
How can I ever give up..
When the image on the mirror Is no longer a shattered soul..
How can I not come alive..
When your love has brought me life..
Sometimes..when it becomes too much..we come to a breaking point..where we feel the cracks splitting our very soul..the longer we hold on..the more it hurts..this is when we realize that..as much as it hurts to accept..we need to let ourselves break and let the wounds heal on their own..because it is in these moments..that we see where it all begun and how to avoid letting it all happen…again..
You can try going back to the beginning and starting over again, but in the end all you will find is nothing will be the same as you had hoped. The harder you try to pursue something that simply isn’t meant to be, the further it will drift away from you. Every decision and every thought changes the outcome from what you originally wanted, so hold on to the memories and the feelings you have now. Live in the today, tomorrow has yet to reveal it’s wonders for you to discover.
When someone has decided you will no longer be where you used to be, the only thing you will have left. Is what you were given, the memories that were shared and the reason to keep believing that there is someone who can take it all the way. Someone who can appreciate you for all you are, all it takes is faith and the strength already within.
I will compose you a song..
There won’t be need for words..
I won’t need melodies..
The melody is your beautiful heart..
I won’t need words..
Our love speaks a million thoughts..
I won’t need time to compose..
Our love is says it all..
I won’t need a studio..
Anywhere is fine as long as i’m with you..
I won’t need to ask..
Do you know this song…
..It is the song of my love for you..
The more you tell yourself to give up..the more you know deep down that you shouldn’t and that you’re that much closer to finding the one person that will make it worth all the wait..all you need is a little faith that you can handle the wait..
You can’t change time anymore than you can change fate..what time takes from you it does not give back and you are left with what you are given..question is what will you do with what you have..will you stand still waiting for a better answer or will you make the best with what you have..don’t want too long to decide..time waits for no one..
Time is not a constant..your actions decide how long the days will last…how short the nights will be..every action leads to an outcome and every outcome leads to a decision that is made..the cycle then continues time and again..you are in control of your own destiny..
If i cast all my hopes and dreams within this pebble..i would toss it across the oceans..in the hopes that it will find it’s way to you..my hopes will keep it’s strength going and my love for you will guide it along the way..if it arrives to you then maybe you will understand why i feel the way i do..if not..then i take comfort that some day i will meet the one that will return it to me..and i will know i found the one..
Right words at the right times..right thoughts at the right moments..right feelings with the right time..I have become free..nothing holds me back now from the entangled roots of my own deep desires..i have become free of false hope..leave myself to however fate decides..
I gave some thought as to what i haven’t tried yet, i learned a number of things within myself and have overcome a lot of my fears. So, the thought of my daughter came and i thought about what lesson i may learn about faith through her.
I then realized that as a toddler she always feared the swimming pool, every time we dressed her up in a cute little swimsuit she always had this look of worry in her face. She would kick all over the place desperately holding on to me because of her fear, but gradually she got over her fear and not long after, she stopped using floaters and started to swim. It was a few short years before she started competing in swimming races with her club, not long later we took her out to do some ice skating. She struggled of course, kept falling time and again and no matter how hard she fell, she always seemed to want to just give up but every time she did. She looked at me and it wasn’t the look of worry that i might be disappointed, but the look of determination.
In time she started taking figure skating lessons once she became better than i could of imagined, of course as a father i am beaming in pride. I’ve wondered what gave her so much drive and determination, i wasn’t there for her during the weekdays to cheer her on when i wish i could.
Then, it struck me and i realized it was the one thing we all forget. Faith, when she was fearful of the swimming pool she had faith that she would one day through her kicking understand what it is like to rid of the floaters. When she went onto the ice at the arena she had faith that she would understand how to skate, faith had in herself gave her the drive to continue. All i did, was let her understand this on her own. If it wasn’t for our faith in ourselves we would never be able to climb the highest mountains or reach our lofty goals, if it wasn’t for faith we would never understand how god must feel when he see us accomplish impossible goals.
When people remind you that you’re not good enough for them, they are reminding you how close you’re getting to someone who has been waiting for the chance to say how you’re perfect for them.
It only takes one hopeful heart to find someone who loves you..then it takes a loving heart to keep the love going..a faithful heart to give all the best..a strong heart to go through the worst together..when it’s not meant to be though..a broken heart..to realize how easily it can all fall apart..give a relationship your everything..before wish you knew how easily you can lose it all..
Ask not if you can make it. Instead ask why you haven’t yet started,
Ask not if you are strong enough to go on, instead ask yourself what could possibly stop you.
Ask not what’s ahead, instead ask yourself why not go take a look.
Ask not if you’re sure about this, instead ask yourself why not take the first step. Life is about moving forward and learning as you go.
It always start with a shade of doubt, the doubt that I love you like I say I do. Eventually this doubt start to develop into a number of things you tell yourself, that I just wanted someone to fill the gap and then you will start coming up with reasons why this relationship can’t work. All the while I haven’t said a thing and am still planning our future, these negative thoughts hurt us both, so please cast aside your doubts and let me prove to you that i am worth your time, this is all I ask.
The only doubt you could ever have is in yourself. If you can get over this then nothing will seem impossible, faith knows no limits. It is the very core that drives us to do the things we never thought possible. Without faith in yourself you can’t climb the highest mountains, neither can you reach your dreams if you’re constantly in conflict with yourself. So, free yourself from your own boundaries and be amazed of where faith will take you.
Though time has passed, i believe that there’s a reason why sometimes we need the space between us. This way at least we know, how much we truly mean to each other and if we both pass the test of time. Then we know this love is meant to be, i know though where i belong and it’s more than i could ever ask for..
The first steps we take, we fall and we stumble. But we always stand right back up and we keep trying even if we hurt ourselves in the process of learning, we scrape our knees when we learn to run but that never stops us from getting right back up again no matter how much the wound hurts us. Maybe we can take a page from our childhood and learn about this in our relationships and the choices we make, we learn to love the ones we feel understand us best. Sometimes when things don’t go the way we hoped it hurts us in our hearts, but despite the pain we feel we still go on. How else, after all would we understand what we desire so much? when we discover this feeling, it’s hard to imagine how we could ever have done without it.
We all been there, the moment when we hurt so badly we wish we could just reach in and pull out that part of us, to wish we could simply turn off feelings and be so ice cold that we feel nothing, but we are all only human and we all feel no matter what we do, then some of us ask why god would make us feel so much pain and suffer so much alone, I guess sometimes god wants us to realize that we are stronger than we think, that no matter how much it hurts we are strong enough inside to go through it, even if the rest of the world is moving on without you, I'm not saying it's easy but at least in the long run, you come out stronger and you know you'll be alright.
There’s no point in pursuing what’s true and what’s not, or even what’s real or what’s not, it’s like running around in a dark forest without a flashlight, you’ll never go anywhere but where you originally started from, it all comes to light on it’s own if you are willing to accept it for what it is.