It doesn’t matter the distance.. Nor does it matter how impossible anything may seem.. So long as the intentions are real and the feelings are sincere..The dreams will come to reality.. Anything short of that and it all crumbles down to nothing.. Love is a two way road for a reason..
I am seeing this happen too often, little ones trailing behind their parents. They don’t even look back once to see if their children are behind them. Clearly too self absorbed in their tasks and thoughts to care, what did these people think? that we live in a world so safe we can trust others to not do our children harm? if you ask me I’d say there should at least be a fine for these ignorant idiots. They don’t deserve to be parents, especially when they blatantly show such disregard for their children.
Perhaps, the hardest things about realizing how far people would go to hurt you. Is, realizing that some people would go to no end even if you have decided to ignore them, there are some of those who gain satisfaction only to watch you react the way they expect you to. So, why give the satisfaction when you can just keep moving forward? nothing to lose and everything to gain? just a thought.
I think I spoke too soon! I woke up too late for work and had to burn rubber to get to work, I made it just exactly at 7am so I’m lucky on that part. Until i had a complicated first aid call involving a finger that almost got chopped, finally patched that up and thought ok! it’s done! but no! I then get harassed by the parking attendant who insists that my Yaris is taking up too much space on a stall. My Yaris! it’s not like I drive an Escalade? geez, Murphy? your law sucks!
Ever had people in your life that just can’t be real when they talk? they start off with one excuse after another. One reason behind another, behind another. Instead of actually being straight forward, why not just be truthful from the beginning and go from there?sigh, I guess you can’t expect much from people set in their ways huh?
It’s funny really, how some people remind you how selfish they can be. So long as it serves their purpose they feel they can do anything they want and justify it, yet if we so much as venture in the same direction we are labelled guilty or disliked in an instant.
I don’t think I’ll ever quite understand, the mindset of someone like this. Is there no guilty conscience? or do they think of themselves so often that it doesn’t matter to them anymore? am I the only one that feels this way?
Has society run aground so badly, that it feels the need to judge and compare everything around them? what’s the point of this? comparing doesn’t change anything. Staring doesn’t accomplish anything more than waste time, i could rant like everyone else who might feel as fed up as i. But, instead i would rather wonder why people don’t just come up and talk to me instead? there’s got to be an answer to any question they may have on their mind? god gave people lips and voices and the drive to find out more, why not try that instead and feel at peace that they have all the answers they need?
It’s only Thursday, but since i’m off tomorrow. This will be my Friday, this week has probably been the most difficult. Not only did my coworker make his rumor even worse, but he has made me the devil and him the hero among a group of people. It was disappointing to see that they would rather side my coworker who is insanely hated by a number of departments in the building except one, but it has taught me a valuable lesson.
If people are willing to side with someone who is taking advantage of their trust, then what would that say about the people that i am trying to win the trust of? is it worth it? no, i guess it wouldn’t be would it? people who feel they can give me a chance to tell my side, are worth my effort and people who feel the need to shut me out without a chance aren’t worth it to me. Having said that, i leave it to god and prayfully the wisdom of those who are being fooled by a silver tongued snake.
Sometimes, we want so badly to be there for our friends in their times of need. That we forget that sometimes we need to let them work it out of their system on their own, it sounds selfish. I know, but a friend of mine yesterday told me to get lost when i tried to help, but in the process of leaving her be she found the answers that she was seeking. She realized why she was so upset and realized that there was no point of being so upset over something that she had complete control of her emotions over, in turn she became that much more confident and emotionally stronger. I guess what i’m saying is, sometimes the only way we get over something is when we look within ourselves for the strength to get over it. So that it doesn’t hurt us as badly anymore, everyone needs that time alone once in a while.
There are too many times when i wonder why i care so much, about people who just want me to entertain them and feed their need for attention and popularity. Too many times i’m always standing there politely saying hello and all they are doing is looking around for better, then when they find better they walk away leaving me to look like a fool talking to myself. I really need to stop wasting time around these people and take a page from them, i won’t use others for the sake of personal entertainment however. Otherwise i’d go down to their level, no. I will be the better person by simply ignoring them, why should i be someone’s fool when i could be everything to someone who actually appreciates me? i’m not bitter. I’m actually thankful for her showing me how worthless i am, before i realized that i needed to change my perspective on things.
I’ve never been so angry in my life since the court battles, I went to the store to try to redeem myself on front of Ronda for something that isn’t my fault. For those who don’t know the story, Roger a coworker of mine told Ronda out of the blue one day that I was stalking her on the CCTV cameras ( I work contract security for the building ). Even though I never did and has put me in a bad situation where not only do i risk being accused of harassment but caused me to lose my reputation with the employees within the store itself.
Thing is Roger is a 45 year old ‘ish man who had been employed with the building for a few years now and has taken a liking to girls at the store who are in their early 20′s and talks about how he wants to fulfill his fantasies every time he comes back to the office. Anyways, over time he’s taken more effort into being at the store than doing his job at this building. Spending upwards from half hour to an hour and a half knowing there’s no threat of losing the girls to anyone. So, over time Ronda seems to have told one girl about how I’m a stalker etc and that went from one girl to another to another, so! I waited for a chance for Roger to go on his vacation so I could settle things straight with Ronda. But, she seems fixed on the fact that I’m a stalker. So fearful of me that she won’t even look at me in the eye! yet I’m a perfect gentleman to everyone. I show respect to all the employees and been polite to them no matter how anyone does to me. I don’t think there’s anyone in the building outside to the store who doesn’t like me, but I suppose rumors do spread like wildfire so maybe I should make a formal complaint to the boss because the entire store is fearful of me, based on the words of a damn rat faced backstabber who keeps feeding the girls at the store that I’m evil and unstable. Be careful who you trust, people have a tendency to turn on you when they are afraid to lose something they value.
It doesn’t cost a thing to say hello, so why do people feel like it will somehow devour all their free time? it doesn’t even cost a thing to care about someone. Yet some people can’t even spare a second to think about how someone feels before they speak, maybe i’m expecting too much or somehow i’m the only person in the world without an alarm clock on my head telling me i have x amount of time to do each thing. I don’t know, maybe i still haven’t lowered expectations enough? just saying.
A few months ago, someone for some reason decided to try to hook me up with someone without my so much as needing it. A series of events occurred to the point that the employees at the store mainly women literally won’t have anything to do with me or so much as a word. Yet he goes there every day still for chats and involves himself in their activities even though he has nothing to do with it. He would often gloat about how he stared at their bodies etc whenever he left the store and returned to the office, yet the guy is old enough to be their grandfather. All the while I am the one who gets shunned after I’ve done nothing that makes me any threat, over time it only got worse when the people at the store wouldn’t even look at me.
It just proves how people would rather trust the word of someone they know, than that of the one who’s done nothing wrong trying to prove himself innocent, well. Such people need not my efforts if they really decided that I’m as evil as I’m being described to be. In the end, the message is clear. Be careful who you trust because you just never know, don’t get me wrong! I hold no bad feelings against the employees within the store. They really are good people, just misled by the one they trust. I just hope karma gets the guy eventually, going to work used to be easy until someone threw me under the proverbial bus!
Hypocrites! that’s the word i’d use for a lot of people these days, some people hate it when they know others are talking about them. Yet most of the times they are the ones going behind people’s backs! even worse they are also the ones that hold a grudge over the most trivial things but they expect you to forgive them on the fly? what’s that all about and how is that at all fair? nobody is perfect but these people are just too much. Sometimes I wish they’d grow up, but most the time I’d prefer to avoid them altogether.
Jealousy, I have to admit that it is one of the things I’m still working out of my system. It hasn’t been easy but when I give it some thought, I realize that it’s a feeling that only brings more grief in the end. It’s easy to think that being jealous will show someone that you are thinking of them. When in reality, all you’re doing is telling them that you can’t trust them to be faithful to you. This damages the very foundation in which relationships at any level are made, so if you love someone make sure that trust each other or be ready to lose each other too soon.
So, once again I’m reminded why there are only so many people that remain real and honest, I’ve been screwed over again by my coworker! last time he went to the store and tried to hook me up with one of the girls there, I didn’t ask him to and I apologized to the girl for what he did and she freaked out (long story), just today he again told them more about me to make them utterly dislike me, what the hell!? they don’t even speak to me so how would they know what’s true and what’s not? this coworker is in his late 40′s by the way and the girls are 25 at oldest and the guy flirts with them, he offers them candy etc, here’s the kicker though, every time I seem to prove I’m a nice guy he goes in and stomps all over that for his sake, so this proves what? that you can’t really trust just anyone, people simply use others for their own selfish needs, this is the second time this week I’ve felt used and toyed with, it’s starting to get old, I guess getting rid of those people in my life really is the right thing to do, I don’t need the stress.
