Tag Archives: heartbreak
My Wish..My Dream..
She once said only someone special would hear her sing..Yet in my heart she wrote within lyrics of the love we once had..So beautiful her music..The melodies healed my once cold bitter soul..My only wish..To be remembered once more..My only dream..To hold her in the star lit night sky..
-Andy1076
To Let Go Of Pain
Let go of your past and you let go of your pains, let go of all your regrets and you open the doorway to your future. Let go of your expectations and you will know patience, let go of the ones that have hurt you worst and you will find peace. Letting go doesn’t always have to be a hard decision, sometimes it’s just the right one to make.
-Andy1076
Sharing the same sky
Though we no longer share the same dreams.. The same hopes..Or the same desires..We so often spoke of..I will still look at the sky before me with thoughts of you..The clouds will carry my only wish.. The winds..will bring you my feelings for they will never waver no matter how far you may be..
- Andy1076
Time Passing By..

A heartbeat for a moment in time.. Moment in time from past memory.. A memory so distant almost a dream.. Dream so alive like a fresh breath… A breath of life.. The rebirth of my soul The love you once given me.. You always will be..
-Andy1076
Where You Always Will..
You will never hear me..
So I will write these words..
You will never feel the way I do..
So I will play this song so it might reach your heart..
You don’t miss me the way I do..
So I will hold the memories for us both..
You don’t remember the things we said..
So I will write them in my heart..
In The Hope that some day..
You remember how much you meant to me..
How Much..
You Always Will..
-Andy1076
Random Thought
Sometimes in the heat of the moment, When pain speaks louder than words of the heart. We tend to say things we may regret in the end, It consume us with regret and like a great wave it drowns us in more pain than when we started. If you love someone, take one step back before you speak always and take even more if this is someone you wish to stay by your side for an eternity to come. To do otherwise, Is to invite a lifetime of pain you can’t forget.
When We Break

Sometimes life pushes us to the point that we break..So that we are reminded how strong we are inside and how we will still find the courage to go on..
-Andy1076
The Last Words..
It is was true..
Will always have been..
The words spoken..
Will live in my memories..
The laughters once shared..
Will echo through time…
The feelings we shared..
Will be locked in my heart..
The pain we shared..
Will forever be a part of me..
Thank you for the memories..
I will treasure them always..
So for now..
I bid thee farewell..
The first jar..
I keep the joyful memories..
The second jar..
I keep all the laughters..
The third jar..
I keep all the love you gave to me..
The fourth jar..
I keep all the words you said..
They will remain sealed away in time..
So that..
In my hands..
I will hold nothing more..
In my heart..
I will keep nothing…
There’s nothing left to hold on to..
There are just distant memories..
Fading into time..
-Andy1076
If i say i don’t feel it, it doesn’t mean i don’t wish for it..If i don’t feel it it doesn’t mean i don’t desire it..If i don’t speak it doesn’t mean i don’t think it..If i don’t ask doesn’t mean i don’t want to know..If you ever truly knew me then you’d know this..Wouldn’t you?
If you say you know me..
It does not matter what was said..Nor does it matter how much you’ve been hurt..Words cut only the surface..Wounds heal and memories fade..So long as you move forward..Leave the past behind..It has no place in the future..
-Andy1076
Sharing Journal Entry: Words Cut Only The Surface
Life teaches us many lessons in our lifetime, some of these lessons will make us stronger. While, some will lead us to take chances. Like, sacrificing a profound friendship in the hopes that it may lead to more. It is a decision that will either change our lives forever or leave a scar so deep we never truly recover, so. Before making that choice ask yourself, If nothing happens. Will you truly be able to salvage the friendship? If your answer is no, then ask again if the sacrifice is too great.
Some Sacrifices Too Great
Journal Sharing: Giving Everything
Sometimes, When we feel that we’ve found the one person to share our life with. There’s this feeling that we need to give everything, So that there are no doubts and no questions, we do this in the hopes that not only will it be reciprocated but also so that the relationship might be stronger.
It all sounds like a great idea, until some of us realize that not only have those feelings not been returned. But the one we shared everything with, has decided that we have nothing left to offer and has left us at the curb.
I guess what I’m trying to say is, relationships are built on discovering each other over time. It’s not about just finding similarities but also finding the differences and working through them. It’s not something that can be rushed, after all. Love is patient, is it not?
Random Thought : Venting
Every so often, In our lives we are so sure. That we met someone who understands us, we give our hearts so completely that we forget past hurts. Only to find, that it has happened again. We have been replaced because they found better, what kind of heart does it take to do this?
I suppose, we can take comfort. That for every time someone destroys us, we are that much closer to the one who will mean it. When they say the only three words that truly matter.

Sometimes..We still meet people who remind us of those who have left us.. Bringing back all the emotions we once thought lost.. It is during these times.. That we ask ourselves.. What it is that keeps us holding on and what can we learn from that previous experience..
Glimpses Of The Past
Sharing A Journal Entry: My Morning Runs
“If you truly mattered..They would never have left you in the distance..”
One of the biggest lessons I’ve learned from doing my morning runs. Is there’s always going to be someone who will be on the same path as you. Some, will stop to say hello and want to get to know you and some will just keep on walking past while you talk. In some ways, this applies to life as well.
We are all trying to reach one destination, along the way we meet many different people. Some are meant to stay, some are simply in the middle of a transition and are just curious about the path you are taking. They will join you and show you some of the obstacles they’ve faced and help you overcome yours, after that. It’s time to keep moving, It’s only hard to move on because we then realize how quiet and how alone it can get.
Lessons We Learm
Some lessons in life you learn by reading..Some other ones you are taught and some you live through it and learn from experience..Lessons like moving forward and letting go of what isn’t meant to follow you..It can feel heavy to pull along and hurt at the worst times but so long as you move forward..You will always be moving on..
-Andy1076

Sometimes.. When relationships are lost and feelings begin to fade.. We have to remind ourselves.. It’s not how many times we let go.. What matters is why keep trying..
-Andy1076
Before You Let Go
Sometimes.. It is in the process of recovering from the most painful heart breaks that we realize..We been here before.. Then we wonder how we ever managed the last time.. I guess we never expect to be hurt do we.. When we believe heart and soul that someone won’t break us.. Leaving all the jagged edges exposed..?
-Andy1076
It doesn’t matter the distance.. Nor does it matter how impossible anything may seem.. So long as the intentions are real and the feelings are sincere..The dreams will come to reality.. Anything short of that and it all crumbles down to nothing.. Love is a two way road for a reason..
Random Thought
The Words We Speak..
There’s no right answer..Nor is the a wrong answer..Just the words..The message within and the heart that receives it..speak what you truly feel always and the rest will tend to itself..
-Andy1076
Shades Of Grey

It takes a broken heart..To see that there’s no such thing as black and white..nor grey..just the reflection of all your painful memories staring back at you…
-Andy1076
When we let ourselves break
Sometimes..when it becomes too much..we come to a breaking point..where we feel the cracks splitting our very soul..the longer we hold on..the more it hurts..this is when we realize that..as much as it hurts to accept..we need to let ourselves break and let the wounds heal on their own..because it is in these moments..that we see where it all begun and how to avoid letting it all happen…again..
-Andy1076
Through the thick of it
I was thinking about what I had to deal with over the week, not only did I face rejection from someone who knows nothing about me. But, also that same person telling everyone else to avoid me. Through no fault of my own,
All this. Compounded by later being twice reminded that there’s nothing left for me to salvage from what I used to have with someone I considered close to me, in case you wonder? no, it wasn’t back to back. It happened between last Friday up to yesterday. I have to say, I’ve just about gave up any hope of anyone understanding me.
Fortunately, I am blessed with someone in my life who has never given up on me. She has stayed with me all this time, through the thick of it and never asked for anything in return. People like her, have shown me who has always put my feelings ahead of their own. When everyone else has just been keeping me down, I’m so grateful and I know who matters to me at the end of the day. How about you?
When will i stop picking up the pieces
Why do we try again and again, why do we constantly let ourselves be broken in the attempt to be accepted and to be part of someone’s life. Only to fill our hearts with pain and disappointment when they don’t return those feelings, then promise ourselves never again. Only to break that promise and think the next one’s the one? time and again we think we can really give our everything to someone who won’t think that our devotion and love is something they can toss into the air and forget about.
I just wonder, at what point will i start feeling numb from all this pain. If not pain, then at what point will i stop having to pick up the pieces and burn for every painful thought within those pieces of my shattered heart?
Don’t get left behind
Don’t live in past regrets, it’s already been written in stone and nothing you do will change it. If your heart was broken then it just wasn’t meant to be, so move on and leave the past where it belongs. There’s a future to live for and the world is still moving forward, you don’t want to be left behind do you?
When our hearts break..
In the worst heartaches our hearts shatter. It feels like the end when we are not near the one we love deeply and the heart remembers this, but for every heartbreak there’s always going to be the reminder why we loved in the first place. Then, with this thought in our minds we can move forward knowing that we were given the chance to be part of someone we had been searching all our lives..
Faith in yourself
We all been there, the moment when we hurt so badly we wish we could just reach in and pull out that part of us, to wish we could simply turn off feelings and be so ice cold that we feel nothing, but we are all only human and we all feel no matter what we do, then some of us ask why god would make us feel so much pain and suffer so much alone, I guess sometimes god wants us to realize that we are stronger than we think, that no matter how much it hurts we are strong enough inside to go through it, even if the rest of the world is moving on without you, I'm not saying it's easy but at least in the long run, you come out stronger and you know you'll be alright.


























