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I could write you a poem..
To let you know that you’re on my mind..
I could write you a song..
So you know how much I miss you..
I could write you a letter..
To tell you I wish you were here..
Or I could..
Hold your hand ever softly and say..
I love you..
It was that one summer.. When she whispered the words that would stay etched in my heart for a lifetime..Her sweet gentle voice..Like a soft melody to my broken soul..Every breath.. A wish for the moment to never end..Time itself..Had lost it’s meaning..In the moment she said.. Stay with me..
We could spend all day talking about what we are both doing between our distances, not really making any sense and exchange simple words. Then at night, we can spend it talking about things that barely make any sense at all or things that most people would see as a complete waste of time. But, to me every word you text or say makes sense and every word means so much to me because to me, you are everything and i wouldn’t give up my time spent with you for the entire world.
Time passed us by..we watched the world flow around us and saw ourselves as we were around them..just strangers passing by each other until fate decides to entwine our lives together..nothing mattered at that point long as we were together..
Then..one day as though a cruel joke by the hand of fate..I found myself among those same people we watched together..strangers again..when were you no longer in my life..how did I get here..when did you leave..why do I feel this void I’ll never know…i do know this..i’d give anything to remember that one day..that one memory..that one dream again..
Take not what I offer but what I feel and all you see is love, take what I want and all you will see is you, take what’s on my mind and all you see is memories. Take all that I am and all you’ll feel is my never ending love for you, never wavering.
Some of the the most simple things in life make the biggest impression in a relationship, things like waking to a text from someone telling you good morning to see how you are doing. Then there’s the most heart warming when someone reads your words on twitter and wordpress and calls you almost the next minute, just to make sure everything is alright. The one thing in common in all these? they didn’t cost a fortune and they can’t be bought either. All it took was love and patience, something to think about.
I’m not asking you to give me everything, i’m not even asking you to sacrifice anything for me. I certainly am not asking you to change the way you are, nor am i asking that you spend an entire day talking to me or be there every time i miss you. I only ask, that you always be just the way you are. To me, you are always going to be the one i will always long for. Nothing will change that, not time nor distance between us. So please believe me when i say you are absolutely amazing the way you are..
That feeling you get when you aren’t with someone you deeply loved at one time. The feeling deep down your gut that you can’t deny exists but at the same time no matter what you do, it just won’t go away. You can try to stay as busy as you can and pretend that it’s just something that will pass, but then when you see so much as a word or a face it all just comes back to you. So, what can you do? do you bring back everything that was and give it another shot? or do you just leave it as it is and continue feeling this way? these are one of those moments when I just wish I had an answer for..
Sometimes people choose silence over speaking their minds, out of fear that they might say something they could regret or they just aren’t ready to say what’s in their hearts and they need to take the time to think it over. I can completely respect that, really i can. But, if i may make an opinion of my own when i say that time has a toll on whether or not to finally say something, if you wait too long the words may lose their original intention. By then, it may already be too late especially if you are trying to tell someone something that you’ve held back because you don’t know if it will be accepted. Things happen in between that time that you wait and you may lose the chance altogether, so let me ask you. Are you really going to leave it to chance?
Absence, the feeling when you miss someone so much that it becomes hard to think about anything else, everything you do suddenly relates to the one you long to be with. A cup of coffee reminds you of an evening out at the nearest Starbucks or even a hot meal served remind you of a lunch date the day before. Then there are the endless texts that suddenly stopped and you are still looking at your blank phone anyways. It’s all because you long to be with someone who haven’t seen in a while, the hard part is it doesn’t matter how busy you try to keep yourself. At the end of it, you still won’t be able to stop thinking about him/her. It’s alright though, at least you’re showing that you have genuine feelings.
It’s perfect out right now, the sun’s up high and there’s a comforting breeze in the air, I’m at work right now inside the building but I do miss being out on a date with a loved one. I still remember walking down Robson and sitting at the patio over a refreshing drink, followed by a stroll at the seawall till late. I know it’s the past now and the chances of that happening now are very slim, but at least it’s a memory of something good that I had in my life. I do miss that feeling of being at peace and never having to worry about what tomorrow would bring, I guess all I can say now as I stand here alone looking out the window, is appreciate what you have now because what you have is something people would give up everything to feel once again..
Even when the story has ended between two friends who used to be so much more. The memories still remain between them and though they may deny it. There’s still a part of them holding them together, when we love someone we give a part of ourselves to them. It is called love but we all know that’s not really an accurate description, then as hard as we try to shake it off our minds? we just can’t. I guess some things stay with us for life, even if it’s something we rather not feel because we know where it eventually leads.
Why do we feel the way we do, when we miss someone who isn’t with us anymore and has already left us by heart and mind? when they have already moved on and you have become but a shadow or a passing thought. It doesn’t make sense does it? deep down inside you know that you aren’t where you used to be so why does a part of you still cling on? is it false hope or is it just because when you love someone so much emotionally it becomes a part of you? if that’s the reason then maybe it’s a good thing to hold on to how you feel. At least this way, you know that you truly did love someone and it wasn’t just a temporary feeling, even if those feelings were not always returned.
Sometimes, people leave us because of our wrong actions or saying the wrong words. Everyone makes mistakes after all and nobody really realizes what they have done until it’s too late, there’s nothing left to do then but to let time heal the wounds and move on. Nobody really wants to hurt intentionally, things happen because after all we are only human right? i recently discovered that time does heal old wounds and when they do heal. It is a feeling of relief, so i guess what i’m saying is don’t go chasing after someone if you know you’ve hurt them. Give them time to collect their thoughts, then if they do want you in their life they will be waiting where you left them..
If you should ever need a shoulder, i’ll be there…If you should ever need someone to talk to, i’m only a phone call away…If you ever wonder whether or not i can handle what you want to say, i have loved you all this time..If you ever wonder whether or not i miss you, i still wait for your messages..If you should ever doubt my love, just remember you never left my mind..Not even once or ever..
The moments when you know what matters to you most, when you know that only she/he can make you feel a way that nobody else can
Sometimes, you just know where you stand in someone’s life, they don’t tell you but it becomes perfectly obvious that you aren’t where you used to be..
If you feel something? tell me, if you're thinking about something? share it with me and if there's something you want to tell me, then do it otherwise I'll never know, there's only one lifetime that we are given to understand each other, do you really want to keep me guessing all the while? or do you want me to know so we can build something together? if you feel that it might take us down an uncertain path in this relationship, then let's do it and I'll show you how far I'm willing to go with you, what you will find is I'm not just here for now. I'm here to stay by your side as long as you want me to, if somewhere along the way we lose each other, at least we will both know that we gave it our best, right?