Sometimes..when it becomes too much..we come to a breaking point..where we feel the cracks splitting our very soul..the longer we hold on..the more it hurts..this is when we realize that..as much as it hurts to accept..we need to let ourselves break and let the wounds heal on their own..because it is in these moments..that we see where it all begun and how to avoid letting it all happen…again..
-Andy1076
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When we let ourselves break
Friday’s random post
You can try going back to the beginning and starting over again, but in the end all you will find is nothing will be the same as you had hoped. The harder you try to pursue something that simply isn’t meant to be, the further it will drift away from you. Every decision and every thought changes the outcome from what you originally wanted, so hold on to the memories and the feelings you have now. Live in the today, tomorrow has yet to reveal it’s wonders for you to discover.
Random thought
The sad reality is, no matter how much someone promises they won’t. They will eventually hurt you one way or another, whether it is accidental or intentional. It happens because we are only human, we all have our limits and react differently to every situation. So long as we don’t give in to our emotions, we can move forward and know we are stronger than we know.
Time to let go
Let go of your past and you let go of your pains, let go of all your regrets and you open the doorway to your future. Let go of your expectations and you will know patience, let go of the ones that have hurt you worst and you will find peace. Letting go doesn’t always have to be a hard decision, sometimes it’s the only right thing to do.
-Yoshi1076
A passing thought
Perhaps, the hardest things about realizing how far people would go to hurt you. Is, realizing that some people would go to no end even if you have decided to ignore them, there are some of those who gain satisfaction only to watch you react the way they expect you to. So, why give the satisfaction when you can just keep moving forward? nothing to lose and everything to gain? just a thought.
No place i’d rather be
Take all our memories and hold them in your hands..now close your eyes and picture the world that you wish for…Breath the picture in your mind into your hands where you hold all our memories..now..open your hands and see the wonder that your beautiful heart has created..a world beyond describe and you too will see..The amazing beauty I see deep down your heart.. so if you ever wonder about my love for you..just search within and know there’s nowhere else I’d rather be…
My only regret
If the rain could wash away my memories..I’d stand beneath the downpour..in the hopes that all I will remember will be what was and not what could of been..the only regret I’d have then would be that of not ever telling you..how much I really do miss you..
Take it all with you or i won’t forget..
If you want to forget everything that was..go ahead and head down that road..but not until you take all the memories I’ve had with you..so I may also be at peace..if you can’t do this then at least take the feelings with you so I may remember where I was before I met you..if you can’t take the feelings with you then take the time that I spent with you..so that we can both return to our own lives..if you can’t take any of these with you then don’t ask me to stop loving you..I can’t as long as you’re leaving me with a part of you..
Sorting out your feelings saves you a heartache in the end
Burying your feelings. Is like burying a rock on the ground and walking away hoping you won’t remember where it is again, but somewhere down the road you will return to the place where it all started. Chances are, when that day comes you’ll bump into it and it will all come back to you, it would be better. To sort the feelings out no matter how much it hurts, at least this way if you face it again you will know you’ve done your best.
If it’s company you don’t wish..
If it’s space you need i’ll can give you all the space you need to breathe..if it’s silence you seek then i won’t say a word until you are ready to speak again..if it’s strength you seek i will always remind you that it’s already within you..if it’s love i will remind you that it is you from whom i draw the beauty of love from..if it is the company you no longer seek though..then you have but to say and i will leave you as you wish..i would rather know if this is what you want..rather than waiting behind to see if it will matter if i do..
Looking at the reflection
Looking at the pond..I see the reflection of myself..what was it that you really wanted..what was it that I needed so much I was willing to risk this heartbreak for..sometimes I look at this reflection hoping to see you with me..but truth be told..you were never really with me…were you?
Between the past and the present
The past teaches the lessons of mistakes made, The present gives us a chance to move on from the past. The future will come on it’s own, it is all a constant. So why do i feel like i’m still stuck between the past and the present? will i move forward or will i continue to be here until i have at last found the peace I’ve been seeking all this time…?
Everything fades in time
The heat of the sun dries away all the rain and chases away the clouds..the rain washes away even the harshest of all fires..the snow on the ground is melted away at the change of seasons..
Everything fades in time, so do feelings and so will pain of losing someone, time will take away those who have wronged you. All you need to do, is be strong enough to hold on and watch them fade away into the past.
Real Strength
A physically healthy and strong person can run the longest miles..lift the heaviest weights and move objects the farthest..but a person who can endure the worst possible heartbreak and still move on to achieve these feats? that is real strength..
The hardest thing
The hardest part of getting over a relationship, isn’t forgetting everything that had happened. That happens all on it’s own, the difficult part. Is, watching the one who used to love you give everything away to someone else right before your eyes. It’s amazing, how people are so good at switching off their feelings selectively. I wish i could do the same, then maybe i could stop wasting time on people like that wouldn’t i?
Thank you for the reminder
You can have your heart of ice back
Thank you for reminding me the reason why i had forgotten about you..at least now i remember why i felt such peace..when i was no longer trying to figure out why every move ended in mockery..why every thought ended in an insult..why every affection ended with the cold chill of your hearty laughter..now i know..what it is that i’ve been missing all along..it wasn’t you..it was the reminder why i should of always kept going forward
A glass heart full of memories..
Sometimes, trying to patch a broken heart is like trying to place back shattered glass. You can try and piece it all back together one shard at a time but each time you do a memory will hurt you. Then the memory of pain will leave you that much more scarred, so tell me. Is it worth it? or is it more worth it leaving it be and meet someone who won’t ask you to mend it, but will give you a new one to hang on to? yeah, i thought that too!
At crossroads
Every so often, we all come to a crossroads in our life. The point where we have to decide whether to continue with our lifestyle and the group of people we are comfortable with, or take a new path and start everything all over again.
I feel like I’m at that point now, so much has changed. Past love is barely in sight now, a distant memory that’s slowly fading away and new friendships are growing ever so close, I think this is a sign. So, this is me hoping I make the right choices in the coming days.
Don’t drag the past with you into your future
The repeated mistake, i find. Is how often people try to move forward with someone they think they will have a future with. But, they can’t seem to leave their past behind. In the end, that past just drags with them until it just becomes a burden to carry which always ends up ending what could be something great, at this point. I ask why, if someone has accepted you and invited to join their life then why are you bringing someone else with you? obviously they failed to be meaningful to you or you didn’t see them worth your time. So, let go and create something new. Something that will last..
Look ahead and keep on moving..
The paths you make are the ones that will lead you to your destination..
When the path becomes short and you’ve come to the point of decision..don’t look behind you..think ahead and take it all as it comes..all the pieces will fall into place on their own..just have faith that you’ll make it through..
When you lose it all
When you lose what you had with someone and watch someone else get it all, what do you do? where do you go from there? do you look the other way and smile through it all as though pretending to that everything is alright?
It’s really something how far people are willing to go to move on with their lives, leaving you behind as if you were never a part of them. If ignorance were truly bliss, then these people are having a time of their lives aren’t they? just saying.
On the other side of that flame
Sometimes loving someone still after everything is over..can feel like moving around a large fire..the one you love is always going to be on the other side of that fire..the closer you get the more it burns you as if a reminder that it is over..yet at times you’ll still venture just close enough to almost see the person you used to know..even when it’s clear someone else holds that heart now and no matter what you do..you’ll never get close enough to show how far you were willing to go to prove your love and determination..
Going nowhere fast
Have you ever watched the one you truly deeply love, start to drift away from you and you don’t know why? then found your mind racing a mile a minute with all the possibilities and wondered if you were right the entire time?
It’s almost like going out the door and walking down the road with no destination in mind, you keep thinking of all these possibilities and all these maybe’s and if’s. It’s not a good place to be either, because at the end of it all you will look back and notice that the one you were getting all worked up over? hasn’t moved at all and you are the one who has spent all this time getting nowhere all on your own. Was it worth it? i think not, better off talking about it and if it wasn’t meant to be? then so be it. It’s time to move on, if it is meant to be though? then remember that love is patient and understanding. No matter how bad things get, it can always be resolved simply by talking about it.
Blunt opinion on personal change
There are too many times when i wonder why i care so much, about people who just want me to entertain them and feed their need for attention and popularity. Too many times i’m always standing there politely saying hello and all they are doing is looking around for better, then when they find better they walk away leaving me to look like a fool talking to myself. I really need to stop wasting time around these people and take a page from them, i won’t use others for the sake of personal entertainment however. Otherwise i’d go down to their level, no. I will be the better person by simply ignoring them, why should i be someone’s fool when i could be everything to someone who actually appreciates me? i’m not bitter. I’m actually thankful for her showing me how worthless i am, before i realized that i needed to change my perspective on things.
What is it I seek
What is it I’m seeking, from a place that has nothing to offer me? what is this feeling I have that is so familiar to me yet I don’t remember it as mine? what is it that feels so distant yet I still feel it still? if this is to remember love then I’d rather forget something so hollow, so that I may remember the place that was once warm and inviting. The place that was once where I belonged..
Like falling through the skies
When you try to hold on to someone who doesn’t return your feelings, it’s like falling through the sky. The more you try to find something to hold on to the faster you fall, there’s no holding onto something non existent when the one you want doesn’t see you nor care to.
Until you accept this, you’ll only hurt yourself more in the end. So, then you have to ask yourself. Why are you doing this? wasting your life over someone who doesn’t love you when there’s someone who would never make you feel this way in the first place? love makes us want to do stupid things, but it is you that ultimately decides whether or not to do it.
Time didn’t make me forget where i was..
It may of been a dream, the endless nights when we would spend time chatting or texting the gentle topics that gently caressed the heart, we didn’t talk about the future or the possibilities. The only things we ever talked about were of the today and now, it was all that mattered to us. We had something unlike any other but like all things in life, not everything is meant to last when it wasn’t both ways. Now, i spend the nights looking over at the phone by my side wondering if you ever thought of me. I should of been more sensitive, i could also have tried harder to save what we had but now time will tell if i still cross your mind..
There’s always been the one
For every one that has left you without a reason there’s always the one that’s searching for you, but you were too busy chasing after the one who never even once noticed you calling..
Don’t get left behind
Don’t live in past regrets, it’s already been written in stone and nothing you do will change it. If your heart was broken then it just wasn’t meant to be, so move on and leave the past where it belongs. There’s a future to live for and the world is still moving forward, you don’t want to be left behind do you?
Even when the story ends
Even when the story has ended between two friends who used to be so much more. The memories still remain between them and though they may deny it. There’s still a part of them holding them together, when we love someone we give a part of ourselves to them. It is called love but we all know that’s not really an accurate description, then as hard as we try to shake it off our minds? we just can’t. I guess some things stay with us for life, even if it’s something we rather not feel because we know where it eventually leads.
When our hearts break..
In the worst heartaches our hearts shatter. It feels like the end when we are not near the one we love deeply and the heart remembers this, but for every heartbreak there’s always going to be the reminder why we loved in the first place. Then, with this thought in our minds we can move forward knowing that we were given the chance to be part of someone we had been searching all our lives..
If you need to go..
If you have to move on, i won’t stop you. I know i should but i would never wish to change the memories of we had together all this time. The laughter and all the tears but more importantly what we felt for each other, it long transcended love and desire for each other’s company, if you remember these would you keep walking or would you turn around and see me standing still? i’ll leave this up to you.
Just a thought about love..
The first steps we take, we fall and we stumble. But we always stand right back up and we keep trying even if we hurt ourselves in the process of learning, we scrape our knees when we learn to run but that never stops us from getting right back up again no matter how much the wound hurts us. Maybe we can take a page from our childhood and learn about this in our relationships and the choices we make, we learn to love the ones we feel understand us best. Sometimes when things don’t go the way we hoped it hurts us in our hearts, but despite the pain we feel we still go on. How else, after all would we understand what we desire so much? when we discover this feeling, it’s hard to imagine how we could ever have done without it.
It’s time to turn over that new leaf..
Alright, that’s it. It’s time to turn over a new leaf and start life over again and whatever happens simply will. I can’t run from my demons for the rest of my life and i can’t keep looking back thinking of what could be, i think some changes need to happen and whatever anyone thinks of me? so be it. I’m tired of seeing the world move ahead of me and i’m the only one looking at everyone’s backs looking like an idiot. It’s obvious that when the world is leaving you behind that you better take that first step, unless you are comfortable with being ignored and me? i’d rather not be that person.
