I Will Be There

 

Mending Hearts

 

A Delicate Flower..

Sometimes..love can feel like a delicate flower.. It you hold too tight..the leaves get crushed and it’s natural beauty is destroyed.. But if you hold it gently..the colors of its heart will reveal themselves to you..love..Is not about holding on to everything all at once..It is about watching something beautiful flourish into something so much more..

-Andy1076

 

Love Is Just A Word..

Love is but a single word..without definition..without thoughts on it’s own..until two hearts who beat as one for so long despite the distance..come together from different pasts..yet one certain future..the word is then redefined as eternal..

-Andy1076

 

Something that keeps us holding on

It’s the point that we eventually arrive at, the decision to let someone go. When we feel their wish to keep drifting from us, but like an anchor to a boat. There’s often something that keeps us from going very far, something that we still long for that’s beyond friendship and beyond love that keeps us holding on. When you find someone that makes you feel this way though, cherish every moment. you will never feel quite the same again, if you don’t.

 

The hardest thing

 

 

The hardest part of getting over a relationship, isn’t forgetting everything that had happened. That happens all on it’s own, the difficult part. Is, watching the one who used to love you give everything away to someone else right before your eyes. It’s amazing, how people are so good at switching off their feelings selectively. I wish i could do the same, then maybe i could stop wasting time on people like that wouldn’t i?

 

What a week!

 

Wow, what a week! where to start?? another emotional roller coaster? yes it was! sorting out some things with someone that was once close to me hasn’t been the easiest, it’s always hard when you have given so much only to end up rock bottom at the end of it all. But, thanks to really sweet and supportive friends I’ve gotten through the worst of it! i love how you have all been so supportive in reading my posts and cheering me on thank you so much!  

I’m so grateful that i gotten through this week on a positive note, it keeps my spirits up and lasts me through the nights until i am with my sweet angel. She gives me strength that also heals me, i’m so blessed to be the a father to such a beautiful child can’t wait to see her in the morning and share stories about her week so i’ll be posting a little less to spend more time with her, but i will post more again Sunday evening! have a great weekend everyone

 

Raise your standards

Don’t blame people for the relationships that haven’t worked out for you..they were being exactly how they have always been all their lives..you can’t blame them for being themselves..don’t blame yourself either because everyone finds themselves in the wrong relationship sooner or later..instead try to look inside yourself and you will understand that you need to make better choices..that starts when you raise your own standards before you can find someone that really is meant to receive all of your love..

 

How much would you sacrifice

There are many things i’m willing to sacrifice to make the time to spend with my girlfriend, i would give up everything from my personal time and do all i can to make her feel happy around me. But, i would never sacrifice my time that i have with my daughter nor would i sacrifice my closest friends in the pursuit of a relationship even if it’s the only relationship i ever want to be in. Friends and family are the single most important parts of our lives that we can always depend on, someone who truly loves you will accept this and won’t change a thing. Relationships are supposed to be unconditional after all, anything aside of that just isn’t a relationship anymore.

 

Past belongs to time now

There’s no point in holding on to what’s truly lost sometimes, it’s like grasping at air. You know it’s there, but no matter how hard you try it can’t be held. After a while, you give up and just accept it as it is. The past, that is where it belongs now.

 

Don’t forget your own goals

Ever felt like you’re always chasing after someone else’s dream? sometimes we do that, when we are so much in love with someone. We help them achieve their goals and we put ours on hold, when you feel so strongly about someone nothing else matters. Then after they have achieved their goals you are happy for them but what of your own? what will you do? this is when you have to ask yourself if you have decided to pursue your own dreams or will you be left behind? don’t ever forget to chase after your own goals too, life is too short to waste it just sitting and wondering.

 

 

When you are left hanging like a rag

Yesterday I wrote a blog about how I wish I knew the signs of when people have decided, that I’m not worth spending the time over and when I no longer matter.

I have been replaced so many times in my life but each time it has hurt me worse, so believe me when I say i know how blind I was in the past few months. Just comes to show, that some people have no thoughts for others so long as they are chasing their own ambitions. These are people who would rather leave you to hang because they are too busy reaping the benefits no matter how much you’d like to be part of their lives, so instead spend more effort on the people who do see that you have so much more to offer had they not been in such a hurry to leave you like a shirt on a clothesline.

 

 

 

When we sacrificed everything..

We sacrifice friendship for the chance to try a relationship. Then in a relationship we try to keep it going so much that we begin sacrificing our own goals to help them meet theirs, it’s more about giving than it is taking because you love them. But, when they decided that you aren’t part of their life anymore. I wonder, was it all really worth it when there’s nothing left to salvage?

 

Rather take the truth

I don’t think i’m really the only one to say this, but sometimes the obvious things we see people do to us, are the hardest to accept. It’s as if our heart is forcing us into some sort of denial, but what’s the point when the truth is just that? may as well just face it head on and take the blunt edge than the sharper edge of a lie.

 

When your heart’s in the right place

When you share something that can’t be described, only felt and you have no explanation as to why. Then you know your heart is in the right place, there’s no feeling like it.

 

When they leave..a blunt opinion

When someone tells you they want to leave, don’t push them to stay. They made up their minds the moment they said those words, let them go not because you are bitter but because you want to give them a chance to see what life would be without you. If you really mattered, then they would of never wanted to leave in the first place.

 

 

It started a loving heart..

It only takes one hopeful heart to find someone who loves you..then it takes a loving heart to keep the love going..a faithful heart to give all the best..a strong heart to go through the worst together..when it’s not meant to be though..a broken heart..to realize how easily it can all fall apart..give a relationship your everything..before wish you knew how easily you can lose it all..

 

 

A moment ..a glance..a beat..

Her hair waved gently like a melody over her shoulders in the breeze of the winter air, as she walked forward down the blizzard. Her beautiful eyes looking ahead with the innocence of an angel’s love, brightly and gently looking around as she held an umbrella with both her gloved hands. The cumbersome umbrella almost covering the entire frame of her body, yet she still walked with only grace. As she took her next few steps she saw through the storming blizzard a figure approaching, gently she moved aside to allow this figure to pass by. She slowed her footsteps and raised the umbrella just enough to see what’s ahead, as the figure passed by they glanced at each other. All she saw was a man, he had one hand in his pocket and the other on his hand. She took a few steps forward and turned around and stood still, by then he was already over the hill and already vanished into the blizzard. She remembered why she recognized those eyes, they had something special between them at one time but she had decided to forget him. He decided too, that since she had forgotten him then he has no reason to turn around, she turned around continuing to walk on the snow covered streets forward. It was the direction they parted on and so it is the direction they will continue down, some decisions it seems once made can’t be turned back around. Even as much as he did remember her and as much as he still loved her, he knew he should keep going..

 

Setting standards..a blunt opinion..

Earlier today i went out for a walk to get some fresh air and i could hear two people in the distance debating over something, it was on my general direction so i walked past and overheard a lady tell another about how they should start to set standards middle of a relationship with their boyfriends. They were talking a mile a second so before i even walked half way past them i heard something along the lines of control. At this point i was roughly 5 feet away from them, yeah they were pretty loud.

But, still. Setting standards in the middle of a relationship? I’m sorry but that’s like saying that someone’s not good enough for you after you’ve accepted them and so they have to change for you, well. I’m sorry but i don’t change for anyone. This is how i am and this is how someone will have to accept me from the beginning, if they can’t then i’m moving on. I don’t have time for those kinds of people, just saying.